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	Wednesday, November 10, 2010 @ 4:33 AM i've realized how much of a sucky friend i am. guh. i'm sorry. sorry for being such a disappointment. please. just let me let you go. why can't i let you go. Monday, November 8, 2010 @ 2:28 AM you have no idea how much i miss you and need you right now, nigel. ugh. why do you always sound so emotionless through text?! i can't wait to highlight my fringe red. lol. mum was cutting dad's toenails. if i get married. i really hope my marriage will not just be like my parents, but better.. christmas deco in the dry kitchen. lol. - BIG RANT NEXT, DO SKIP IF YOU ARE IN NO MOOD, OR DON'T BOTHER. KTHXBAI - ihatefeelinglikei'vedonesomethingwrongandidon'tknowwhat.ihatefeelinglikei'mclingy,andnoonewantstobemyfriendandallthatshit. nowijustsoundpathetic.great. :\ am i insecure?or what?UGH.blaaahhhhhhhhhhh.. ifeellikeapologizingtoEVERYONE.hey.maybeishould.ormaybei'mjustgettingPMS.ihaveNOidea.butifeellikeshitraitnaw.ifeeluseless.yah. that'sit.blah.andthensomeonesgoingtoreadthisandsay,ohtypicalJesslookingforattention.wellfuckthat.i'msorry.buttruthis,i'mnoteven lookingforsympathy.allineedisafriendwhocanmakemeLAUGH.iactuallydislikethosepeoplewhogoall:"ohpoor-whoeverwhoever-" ifyoufeel sobadaboutthem,goandgoddamndosomethingaboutit.geez.okay.bigrant.noideawhati'msaying.i'mpissed,andsad,andtired.3hoursofsleep- notgoodforsystem. - anyways. hello (: got my results back today.. did alright i guess. would've preferred if i did better, obviously. but hey, i'm just hoping on passing my average, so i don't have to retake the exam nor retain. just when i thought i was falling in love with someone else. BAM UGGHHH. peace, love, and lol. (lol.) Jess. Friday, November 5, 2010 @ 9:47 PM oh i found the problem behind da cbox. after you press "go" to enter your chat. it doesn't appear immediately. navigate away. and go back, and it'll be there. andy is standing beside me drinking milk. he just said: mm. milk. hahahaah. uh. so my cbox isn't really working right now. i'm sorry ): i'll try fix it asap, promise. and btw. the words up there^^^ the words: love, confusion, adoration and random. they're navigations :P p/s the experimental cheesecake? it turned out alright. a bit salty. shouldn't have added the butter :P at least its edible! :D and the links. well they aren't mine. i forgot all my friends blogspots. so i'll update them soon. promise :P this gona be a long (and slightly random) post :D these are not in order. too lazy xD sorry :PP the oreo cheese cake Andy Gummy was (experimenting) doing xP i somehow managed to finish WAY before him. so these are my brownies in the oven. while he was mixing and whatnot. he was crushing to oreo's cina way. :P he's proud to be chinese. HAHA. he DID try with a masher.. but.. not really successful. so he continued using the cina way anyways. the end result of my brownie cupcakes. i realize they look a bit odd. but hey, its the taste that counts :D hahaha. there are more, but i didn't really bother taking a photo of them. lol. Andy's oreo cheese cake (: haven't tried it yet. we're hoping its edible. because it IS an experiment. he just added whatever he thought was needed :PP xD by far the cutest puppy i have EVER seen. adorable. POTTER :D Heidi's dog (: the christmas tree in our house (: (i realize its like a whole month early, but its hard to find time that both mom and i are free to set it up) all the christmas deco. will post photo's of the whole house when i'm free (: oh. and how awesome are my new tights? :PP bah. i shall leave you all now (: love byee. Jess. so in a few mins, one of my brother's ex classmates is coming over to bake with me :P (namely, Andy, but i call him gummy bear. which is weird. but yeah.) i'll be doing my usual brownie cupcake recipe, and he's doing... OREO CHEESECAKE. <3 <3 <3 <3 ftw, man. ftw. (oh shit. right, there goes my diet. ITS ALRIGHT :D, oh yeah, and there's my allergy and all thaaaat. but NVMMMM (: ) i seem so happy. maybe its the thought of cheese cake on the way :D just hope he comes soon lah. cos like. he doesn't have my number. and i don't have his.. and he's not online. so i hope he.. doesn't.. you know.. forget. i feel so noob right now, cos this post is so.. weird. xD anywaysss, will try post pictures before floorball this afternoon (: all for naw, <3 JESS. i'm BACK :D so yeah. i'm back to blogging.. it'll take sometime to get back to my "old roots" (lol, wtf Jess) but yeah. hope you guys enjoy (: love « bye bye, this page? (: profile who i believe i am name's Jessica, i would say not to judge me, but you will anyways. so, nvm :D i am simply in love with dancing, i love writing (any sorts, short stories, songs etc) i love God, i love my crazy awesome friends (: read on, and you'll see the real me aye? (: <3 Wednesday, November 10, 2010 @ 4:33 AM i've realized how much of a sucky friend i am. guh. i'm sorry. sorry for being such a disappointment. please. just let me let you go. why can't i let you go. Monday, November 8, 2010 @ 2:28 AM you have no idea how much i miss you and need you right now, nigel. ugh. why do you always sound so emotionless through text?! i can't wait to highlight my fringe red. lol. mum was cutting dad's toenails. if i get married. i really hope my marriage will not just be like my parents, but better.. christmas deco in the dry kitchen. lol. - BIG RANT NEXT, DO SKIP IF YOU ARE IN NO MOOD, OR DON'T BOTHER. KTHXBAI - ihatefeelinglikei'vedonesomethingwrongandidon'tknowwhat.ihatefeelinglikei'mclingy,andnoonewantstobemyfriendandallthatshit. nowijustsoundpathetic.great. :\ am i insecure?or what?UGH.blaaahhhhhhhhhhh.. ifeellikeapologizingtoEVERYONE.hey.maybeishould.ormaybei'mjustgettingPMS.ihaveNOidea.butifeellikeshitraitnaw.ifeeluseless.yah. that'sit.blah.andthensomeonesgoingtoreadthisandsay,ohtypicalJesslookingforattention.wellfuckthat.i'msorry.buttruthis,i'mnoteven lookingforsympathy.allineedisafriendwhocanmakemeLAUGH.iactuallydislikethosepeoplewhogoall:"ohpoor-whoeverwhoever-" ifyoufeel sobadaboutthem,goandgoddamndosomethingaboutit.geez.okay.bigrant.noideawhati'msaying.i'mpissed,andsad,andtired.3hoursofsleep- notgoodforsystem. - anyways. hello (: got my results back today.. did alright i guess. would've preferred if i did better, obviously. but hey, i'm just hoping on passing my average, so i don't have to retake the exam nor retain. just when i thought i was falling in love with someone else. BAM UGGHHH. peace, love, and lol. (lol.) Jess. Friday, November 5, 2010 @ 9:47 PM oh i found the problem behind da cbox. after you press "go" to enter your chat. it doesn't appear immediately. navigate away. and go back, and it'll be there. andy is standing beside me drinking milk. he just said: mm. milk. hahahaah. uh. so my cbox isn't really working right now. i'm sorry ): i'll try fix it asap, promise. and btw. the words up there^^^ the words: love, confusion, adoration and random. they're navigations :P p/s the experimental cheesecake? it turned out alright. a bit salty. shouldn't have added the butter :P at least its edible! :D and the links. well they aren't mine. i forgot all my friends blogspots. so i'll update them soon. promise :P this gona be a long (and slightly random) post :D these are not in order. too lazy xD sorry :PP the oreo cheese cake Andy Gummy was (experimenting) doing xP i somehow managed to finish WAY before him. so these are my brownies in the oven. while he was mixing and whatnot. he was crushing to oreo's cina way. :P he's proud to be chinese. HAHA. he DID try with a masher.. but.. not really successful. so he continued using the cina way anyways. the end result of my brownie cupcakes. i realize they look a bit odd. but hey, its the taste that counts :D hahaha. there are more, but i didn't really bother taking a photo of them. lol. Andy's oreo cheese cake (: haven't tried it yet. we're hoping its edible. because it IS an experiment. he just added whatever he thought was needed :PP xD by far the cutest puppy i have EVER seen. adorable. POTTER :D Heidi's dog (: the christmas tree in our house (: (i realize its like a whole month early, but its hard to find time that both mom and i are free to set it up) all the christmas deco. will post photo's of the whole house when i'm free (: oh. and how awesome are my new tights? :PP bah. i shall leave you all now (: love byee. Jess. so in a few mins, one of my brother's ex classmates is coming over to bake with me :P (namely, Andy, but i call him gummy bear. which is weird. but yeah.) i'll be doing my usual brownie cupcake recipe, and he's doing... OREO CHEESECAKE. <3 <3 <3 <3 ftw, man. ftw. (oh shit. right, there goes my diet. ITS ALRIGHT :D, oh yeah, and there's my allergy and all thaaaat. but NVMMMM (: ) i seem so happy. maybe its the thought of cheese cake on the way :D just hope he comes soon lah. cos like. he doesn't have my number. and i don't have his.. and he's not online. so i hope he.. doesn't.. you know.. forget. i feel so noob right now, cos this post is so.. weird. xD anywaysss, will try post pictures before floorball this afternoon (: all for naw, <3 JESS. i'm BACK :D so yeah. i'm back to blogging.. it'll take sometime to get back to my "old roots" (lol, wtf Jess) but yeah. hope you guys enjoy (: love « Previous talk, shout, scream, love JONELLE TRIXIE ami angeline anna may bubbles caren charm charm charmaine cia czarina eva jamie jm joey karen L.myx merel nana randy sheila stephanie sweetlolita vanezza wanjing * Link exchange open :D inserts applause thank you's Layout by Caye. Graphics from TheFadingNight.